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2 days passed since the beginning of the great holiday. its not a bad lunar
new year's day for me. with the another bonus from QRRS, my long time
employer superficially, i equipped my camera with a rechargeable battery
pack, and a bag for my new notebook bought just before the holiday. God, i
felt so contented! in the conversation with my home town folks online, i
sensed some of them don't glad as me when i told them my news and how i
enjoyed them. might as jealous as it can be as them felt, but i hope God
didn't left them in misery without hope in this holy days.
as doubtlessly, i shot a lot with my new camera, including open outdoor
scenes. even carry a camera as large as my FujiFilm Finepix s2000HD can
brings passengers curiosity, i would try my best to bring it everywhere as
my second brain and sight. i really enjoy photograph!
last night is the eve of lunar new year. the grandma, the aunt(the kid
sister of baby's mom) and the uncle (the second son of ema's aunt) gathered
in ema's house to celebrating the holiday. the grandma prepared a rich
feast, and the aunt of baby left in time to free me of worry of letting me
sleep with the uncle while ema's family slept with baby in our bedroom. last
night my family, ema and me and baby son, warren zhu, first time since the
curse slept together in bedroom. the grandma with the uncle slept in another
room future for baby. baby lingered aside the uncle with pc games most of
time. i hope he can care himself days after days. i *in beset of God* to let
him do mostly what he likes.
its a nice day today, bright sunshine till afternoon. ema decided to buy a
pmp to read ebook on it. she chose to buy it online. but she remit the
payment directly to the vendor, instead through the bidding site,
eachnet.com. i just too glad to see people around me enjoy their new
gadgets.
ok, that's it. now please enjoy my works through my camera.
2 days passed since the beginning of the great holiday. its not a bad lunar
new year's day for me. with the another bonus from QRRS, my long time
employer superficially, i equipped my camera with a rechargeable battery
pack, and a bag for my new notebook bought just before the holiday. God, i
felt so contented! in the conversation with my home town folks online, i
sensed some of them don't glad as me when i told them my news and how i
enjoyed them. might as jealous as it can be as them felt, but i hope God
didn't left them in misery without hope in this holy days.
as doubtlessly, i shot a lot with my new camera, including open outdoor
scenes. even carry a camera as large as my FujiFilm Finepix s2000HD can
brings passengers curiosity, i would try my best to bring it everywhere as
my second brain and sight. i really enjoy photograph!
last night is the eve of lunar new year. the grandma, the aunt(the kid
sister of baby's mom) and the uncle (the second son of ema's aunt) gathered
in ema's house to celebrating the holiday. the grandma prepared a rich
feast, and the aunt of baby left in time to free me of worry of letting me
sleep with the uncle while ema's family slept with baby in our bedroom. last
night my family, ema and me and baby son, warren zhu, first time since the
curse slept together in bedroom. the grandma with the uncle slept in another
room future for baby. baby lingered aside the uncle with pc games most of
time. i hope he can care himself days after days. i *in beset of God* to let
him do mostly what he likes.
its a nice day today, bright sunshine till afternoon. ema decided to buy a
pmp to read ebook on it. she chose to buy it online. but she remit the
payment directly to the vendor, instead through the bidding site,
eachnet.com. i just too glad to see people around me enjoy their new
gadgets.
ok, that's it. now please enjoy my works through my camera.
these day busy with designed family members' avatars. the photo-based avatar
first requested by icq <http://www.icq.com/134279664>, with which i
reclaimed some weeks ago. then i designed avatars for warren&myself. i quite
contented with the results. yesterday ema shot some photos in her school
activities, in which herself also got 3 profile photos, which suitable to
make a avatar. so i launched this morning and after more than 2 hours i got
what i felt satisfied. the backbone software is titled realdraw, its
powerful function let designing logo a breeze.
now u can find our family member's avatar everywhere on the web, that's us.
i also retouched ema's site logo, emagarten, at
http://emagarten.blogspot.com ,its design years old, in the period when ema
want to build her site for her multimedia courseware, or any course teaching
demonstration at that time popular in her school, and long time i felt need
to refine it. now that i refined my site for my grand father, faezrland,
this time i paid due attension to repolish ema's logo. ema now seldom
interested in e-teaching, her school turned foolishly focus on cramming and
scoring higher in exam. whole China undergraduation education deteriored to
a rat race, which forever decreases the level of China education.
ok, now see my works for ema's cyber presence.
ema's avatar:
<http://http://www.google.com/s2/profiles/117985637231392775443>
ema's site, emagarten's logo, version 2:
<http://emagarten.blogspot.com>
first requested by icq <http://www.icq.com/134279664>, with which i
reclaimed some weeks ago. then i designed avatars for warren&myself. i quite
contented with the results. yesterday ema shot some photos in her school
activities, in which herself also got 3 profile photos, which suitable to
make a avatar. so i launched this morning and after more than 2 hours i got
what i felt satisfied. the backbone software is titled realdraw, its
powerful function let designing logo a breeze.
now u can find our family member's avatar everywhere on the web, that's us.
i also retouched ema's site logo, emagarten, at
http://emagarten.blogspot.com ,its design years old, in the period when ema
want to build her site for her multimedia courseware, or any course teaching
demonstration at that time popular in her school, and long time i felt need
to refine it. now that i refined my site for my grand father, faezrland,
this time i paid due attension to repolish ema's logo. ema now seldom
interested in e-teaching, her school turned foolishly focus on cramming and
scoring higher in exam. whole China undergraduation education deteriored to
a rat race, which forever decreases the level of China education.
ok, now see my works for ema's cyber presence.
ema's avatar:
<http://http://www.google.com/s2/profiles/117985637231392775443>
ema's site, emagarten's logo, version 2:
<http://emagarten.blogspot.com>
a busy day again today. i finished setting up my livejournal blogs to let me
email to post. dog in China surveillance spied my operation and stealen my
baby warren's qq user id i assigned in advance. when i returned home i
launched to register warren a qq account, and the disignated id, warrenzh,
reported occupied, while warrenzhu, which more common in Chinese, on the
contrast availabe. shit!
in this half of an hour, after 10pm, Nov 25,2008, i finished setting up
warren's profile on qq, and account safety issue. now i can more easily
publish our message.
now i have formal blogging blogs, microblog blogs, and in the mid, dairy
blogs. life just too bright with these publishing tools.
tag:warrenzh, warren zhu, benzrad, benzillar, qq, China surveillance
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email to post. dog in China surveillance spied my operation and stealen my
baby warren's qq user id i assigned in advance. when i returned home i
launched to register warren a qq account, and the disignated id, warrenzh,
reported occupied, while warrenzhu, which more common in Chinese, on the
contrast availabe. shit!
in this half of an hour, after 10pm, Nov 25,2008, i finished setting up
warren's profile on qq, and account safety issue. now i can more easily
publish our message.
now i have formal blogging blogs, microblog blogs, and in the mid, dairy
blogs. life just too bright with these publishing tools.
tag:warrenzh, warren zhu, benzrad, benzillar, qq, China surveillance
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its a bright afternoon. baby recently got a cold and pumph and a doctor even warn irregular sound in his heart. yesterday i was melt in sorrow and mercy. but today he still so naughty and sound. he recently frequently demands cares with cries, which quite annoying,including his mother upset with his cries. i enjoyed the cyberspace presence very much. but after got wired the office pc, i sometimes on the contrast lose right mood to busy with the internet, instead, felt boring into doze and tears, resulting frequent doze in the morning.however, when i was full of energy, i enjoyed the web as usual and always be agile on posting and comment on web.
this afternoon was too bright to miss. ema busy with tutoring and earning all day while i dozed all the morning and sat in front of pc all afternoon. so ema suggested bringing baby outside before dusk. i didn't went outside with baby since i was sent to my hometown for ailment in the same month of last year. we visited the place around our home, the southern sports yard and south park. the scenery was the same except some folks refused to nod me for my illness. its almost half and a year after my brought my baby haunting the places in jungle of losing thoughts in the turbulent moment before i felt into asylum at my hometown in Hubei Prov. central China.
i love the game of being mad, and being recovered. i see God's call in it. i love my baby and my peaceful life so far. no matter what a thunder ahead, i see and under God's shine.
this afternoon was too bright to miss. ema busy with tutoring and earning all day while i dozed all the morning and sat in front of pc all afternoon. so ema suggested bringing baby outside before dusk. i didn't went outside with baby since i was sent to my hometown for ailment in the same month of last year. we visited the place around our home, the southern sports yard and south park. the scenery was the same except some folks refused to nod me for my illness. its almost half and a year after my brought my baby haunting the places in jungle of losing thoughts in the turbulent moment before i felt into asylum at my hometown in Hubei Prov. central China.
i love the game of being mad, and being recovered. i see God's call in it. i love my baby and my peaceful life so far. no matter what a thunder ahead, i see and under God's shine.
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| baby son on ride of his 3 years on earth |
benzyrnill® set to fly, like dragon fly...
i still dozed a lot in office in the morning. last night ema told me she brought baby visited doctor, and was told likely baby's heart has some problem. my direct response was it can't be and i blamed her too fussy about baby's health. she retorted its none of my business. then i launched to operate on pc and my broking heart love for my baby, esp. in the view of cherished his countable time on earth let me sorry. i visited him who playing with his mother and felt we couples love him the same. then i doubting if we should not treating baby liking he was short of something comparing with other kids in the world. and i felt enough of ema's over-protect baby, just to show her tendering. i love baby strong and independent, cute and robust. i don't like to see his demanding other's companion, esp. his mother. but ema glad to drive him to ask for her cares. cares to his every cough with fussy padding, and every changes of body temperature with all kinds of medicines. too much fussy just to show her fragile cares. i would like to see baby silent and independent, enduring and sound.
this noon i returned home and found the grandma didn't cook as usual. i waited awhile then buzzed ema. she was with baby in another hospital, likely brought baby into medical check. i then left to office. on the way she buzzed but i can't listen clearly what she intends to do. after lunch in a nearby restaurant of the dorm i returned to office and buzzed her again and this time she had left baby in the kindergarten and returning to her working school. later when i writing this she buzzed me again and discuss the situation we faced.
i never believed my baby has any physical problem. he was just so perfect, so shiny under God's glow. if any problem calling him, that's from God's. God, let me take ur way and show me the peace of life of my family. i endured and took vow of loving the world u builds.
